this is where i am staying

Last weeks I have been grumpy, waking up and feeling my horizon getting smaller and smaller. 

I am home sick, but the question is to where.  So I get up. 

And just when I think that this is not working, I meet my new friends and tell them about my bad mood. They listen and tell about their troubles. I get the feeling of connecting. 

If I where not here, I would not know these people. 

I am lucky to learn from a new place, even if it takes some adjusting.   

I don´t want to be here fantasizing about my life some place else. This is my home now.